•.i.am.asheLy.•

... late this afternoon, i cried myself as the 5pm rings my ear... more so, i have to bid goodbye to my boss. all i thought i'll be happy when she's gone... but such irony was superseded by the hardships.. struggles... that i've encountered with her... even if how scrupulous she was to my worksheets and entries.. i should say "dedication" has a lot to do with it. i am usually impatient and hot tempered but Maam Cel thought me how to divert my attention from vital to imperative outlook, not only on working attitude but of outside interferences. that's what i miss all about her. she's not only a boss to me, but also a friend and a mom to me. i dunno if i could still have a boss like her. i should say THANK YOU isnt enough to make her feel how grateful i am for what she has been for me.

as i wrote this letter, i can even imagine some months ago.. on how we went on on our reports for 2-3 consecutive weeks and workin on late at night from the office just to meet the deadlines. i thought that by this time when she's gone.. i can now have my life outside (life like stress-free). but to think of it all, that doesn't matter to me somehow. life turns out to be on... "how good can i be in this company i'm workin with and be an asset to whatever or which way it may be." although i'm very fresh to this company... (actually i'm paving my 6th month on way for regularization), but those months i went with her, was truly a remarkable one. as based on my previous work experiences with other companies, i should say this 6 months stay with Dole Phil Inc is equivalent to 2 years of workin out with other companies as i was been. with Maam Cel... as one of the instruments of making it thru, truly EXPERIENCE has worth it all. this is one of the greatest gift i have ever received then. i've learned a lot of things with her.. and now i'm pegging for more...

these things made me cry somehow right now. i cried.... for the person who became part of my daily routine... a very very great TECHIE to me. although we have a lot of differences in our approach in making thru with our work analysis.. but she still patiently thought me how to manage difficult analysis into a simple but brightful one. (sigh.. i cried again. huhuhu)... i say this truly in heart. i mean it, i have a lot of things against her but i never planted grudges in my heart because i wouldnt last this long enough if i did, right? those freaky childish thoughts of mine was already eluded from my cranium, but memories.. some great memories would always stay in my heart and remains in there forever.

Maam Cel.. once again (as you may pass by my journal).. i wanna say YOU'RE THE BEST BOSS i ever had. Thanks so much for the opportunity... i wouldnt be in DOLE right now without you. i wouldnt enjoy my position right now without you. I am really grateful for the acceptance, for the value, and for all the things that shapes me as a better person right now. Thanks so much Maam Cel, because I have grown, not just by myself, but of your gracious help. I just hope that by years to come, as our pure souls will met, sure enough, you're one of the best things that will certainly pop up on my cranium. I know "words" isn't enough to say what i am writing about right now. all i know now is that i'm inspired in writing this scratch because this certainly came from my heart. ♥

Here's more..... Pictures.. during her take off (at General Santos City Airport)

can you find me there? ^^

The Incoming (both ladies in white) and the outgoing (boss' in front)
there she goes..... Sayonara Maam Cel. We'll surely miss you! (tears.. tears... tears...) --(