duh day!

you said things that would slowly turn my world around. you'd touch me in a way that made the ground beneath me suddenly seem feel very unstable. I didn't get the idea at first. I had never fallen in love with anyone I could ever get near before. that always left me very safe. now I didn't really want to grasp the idea of maybe someone actually liking me. plus the fact that you made me weak. some guys had been interested in me before, but I was never interested in them. I don't know why. I never got interested in the people interested in me. not that those relationships would have really mattered. they would have been superficial, I know it, but now? I was terrified and butterflies were doing mad looping down in my stomach. this was now and you were too good to be true.